There's only a select few number of people who will sit and listen to their little sisters sob over the phone for 10 minutes when they have other things they should be doing. I'm extremely thankful for those select few.

Sick of me yet?

You should be... At this point I'd be sick of myself. Heck, I am sick of myself.

So yeah, update on my depression ect for anyone I haven't talked to in a while. I am the epitome of lazy. I know what's wrong, know how to fix it but can't bring myself to do it. So yeah. That's it. Still depressed, still struggling with things, still half-fighting. I suppose I'll get there eventually.

Love y'all.

An awesome song

 That is all :D

Help me please

Alright so I've been walking away from God recently. I've started to understand why. The closer we get to sin, to evil, the farther God seems. That's exactly what has been happening. Thank you Will and Paul for making me see that. Sorry I'm as thick-headed as I am that it took this long. And all of you who have been spending night with me when I'm depressed and angry, thank you. I owe my life to y'all. I've realized that the sin that's been leading me away from God is boys. Makes sense right? I need help guarding my heart. This isn't something I've done before so I'm learning. Please, if you all could help and hold me accountable, I'd really appreciate it.

Oh, and there is another piece of this that I need prayer about but I'm not going to put it on the internet. Please pray for me..

I love y'all.

Hey guys

I just wanted to thank you guys for how much you've been helping me... I've kinda relapsed in terms of my depression and it's really hard to climb out of it... Please be patient with me and give me your support. And if I text you at some terrible time in the middle of the night and you happen to actually be awake like I am(or worse, I wake you up) I'm sorry. Sometimes I need to remind myself there are other people the blades would directly impact...

Thanks guys...

I love y'all.

In Love

Okay so I just fell in love and I wanna share with y'all. The band, Addison Road's music has stolen my heart, haha. It's great :) Just felt like telllin' y'all! :) Love ya!

Prayer Request

New prayer request. Please pray for me. Similarly to Sara's last one, God has shown me some serious flaws in my character during and since my break-up with David. Addressing these will be difficult having lived for two years with them and not realizing they were there. Not all of them have been ascertained yet so please just pray that God... helps for lack of a better word. Sorry I can't offer anything more profound in way of description, my brain is shutting down without my permission and my vocabulary along with it :P

But thanks. I love y'all.

Prayer Request

Second one from me this time :)

So my daddy is not saved and it is gonna be a long shot to change this. I kinda have this small plan idea thing that I'm hoping might start making a change in his heart. Y'all heard of the movie Courageous coming out soon? I'm thinking of having my dad take me to see that... I don't know, just a thought... Could y'all pray God makes this work out and make a difference? Thanks!

Prayer Request

Soo....I hate to cause an unprecedented number of posts here, but I have a prayer request. This just seemed like the most efficient way to share it. =)

Some stuff came up at work last night and this morning that really exposed some serious pride issues in my heart that I had not seen. (Y'all probably noticed it more than me, cause I'm apparently blind to my own faults. *facepalm*) Anyway, I'd really appreciate your guys' prayer for me in that regard. I'm pretty ashamed of myself and could use some divine help.

Thank you so much!

Conclusion

I'm leaving the blog here, I know that many of you will continue to post here. Don't look for me to show up much online, as I have no time anymore for blogs. I'm gonna post every now an then, but I kinda like sleep, and I dont get home till 2 in the morning. Sooo..

Farewell.
Paul

FYI

Just in case y'all didn't know....

BethAnn is in CO visiting family. She's basically preoccupied. Should be home tomorrow or Thursday, I think.

Arielle is in Guatemala on a missions trip. If you think of it, pray for her body. She was having trouble with her back and her wrist right before she left. She comes back Saturday, pretty sure.

B-Rad's internet crashed Monday night, so he may or may not have it up and running again yet.

Anyways..

I'm gonna vanish from the blog for a while in order to think, fight off depression, and sort out what I am going to do about certain things. You know how to find me. how to leave me messages. how to contact me. All of you. Farewell, for nows.

Paul

Aaaish

this place needs more postings.
In any case, Behold the green writing on the wall! Or red, if you look at the fact that I am crazy. 
I have come to the conclusion that we don't talk enough. We need somewhere we can all chat. Facebook is great for that. Arielle put together a group for us a while back. Lets use it! Lets also find a place where Lindsey can join us, as she is stubbornly refusing to join Facebook... :P :P :P 


~paul

Hey y'all

Forgive me for messing with the blog. The blacks and lifeless fonts were getting to me :)

I just wanted to say that yes, our family is going through a hard time. We're not the same people we were when we met a year ago. But that's what being a family is about. We screw things up and our families stick with us while we ride out the consequences. We can do that too. We can stick together until everything works out again and we're a family like before.

We're all busy with our own things and we're all struggling with our own troubles but if we can take the time for each other then our pain will be less because that's how it works as a family with God's love.

I miss y'all and I don't wanna lose the people who saved me. I love you.

Dear people who took the poll

 If you voted for:  Yes and I have the ridiculous notion its all my fault.

 Don't think its your fault, its no ones fault. If its anyone's fault its everyone fault. Look at the bright side, we all got to know each other sure we are not as close as we use to be but we still do all talk every once in a while. Remember:
 
 Ecclesiastes 3:1
There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under the heavens:

 -Mr. Doctor. Professor B-Rad

Poll

The new poll is mine. I just wanna see what y'all think.

Dear Everyone who's name is Sara

 Well when your done with college for the year I hope we get to chat with you again.. Good luck with the final semester. Sorry for the random note but this blog has not been used in a while, and I have not talked to you in a while so I figured why not send you a message this way.



-Everyone's name who is not Sara :P

Everyone Else

Dear everyone else,

It's called "college".

Love, Sara

Sara

 Dear Sara,

 You have been so silent recently, please share with us how you have been.

 -All of us that are uncommonly oddly

TU

Brad started an Uncommon forum: theuncommon.freeforums.com. So check it out if you want.

The Uncommon forum is shutting down

 I just got the note in my email folks, the Uncommon forum will be shutting down March 20. The place where we all met will be no more :(. We all want to try to meet at the TU in the chatbox one last time on March 19th so log on if you can make it!

Heehee

So we are nuts, as some of you readers may have guessed. I was just reading the posts before typing this, and I say, YES!! This is the way a family should be. So why are most families out of control, unhappy, or worse? An excellent question, with a not so friendly answer. Even most Christian families are like this. I perceive, wrongly i hope, that most of the time it is from a lack of a personal relationship with Elohim.
This is hardly the time for a theological post. I have no time to delve fully into it yet. This is just my thought for the day.

~Paul

Survey(kinda of)

If y'all could just help me out real quick, will only take a second. Below is a screen picture of the 10 best pictures of my baby, Sugar, who died recently. I need five for the frame. If y'all could comment and say which five picture numbers u like best I'd appreciate it soo much. The pictures are numbered in the lower right corners and if you can't see them, it just goes across like you read a book. Thank you.

The blog war

Mw-Ha-Ha I have taken this blog as my fort in the blog war, no one shall overthrow me in my kingdom. My army of clones can not be overthrown.

Family Feud

Sometimes, even when siblings love each other and are best friends, we just gotta get on each others' case.

http://outofthedarknesss.wordpress.com/2010/12/31/bloggycabloosel-war-commenced/

http://befunnygirls.blogspot.com/2010/12/this-is-war.html

See?! I mean seriously....