Help me please

Alright so I've been walking away from God recently. I've started to understand why. The closer we get to sin, to evil, the farther God seems. That's exactly what has been happening. Thank you Will and Paul for making me see that. Sorry I'm as thick-headed as I am that it took this long. And all of you who have been spending night with me when I'm depressed and angry, thank you. I owe my life to y'all. I've realized that the sin that's been leading me away from God is boys. Makes sense right? I need help guarding my heart. This isn't something I've done before so I'm learning. Please, if you all could help and hold me accountable, I'd really appreciate it.

Oh, and there is another piece of this that I need prayer about but I'm not going to put it on the internet. Please pray for me..

I love y'all.