Sick of me yet?

You should be... At this point I'd be sick of myself. Heck, I am sick of myself.

So yeah, update on my depression ect for anyone I haven't talked to in a while. I am the epitome of lazy. I know what's wrong, know how to fix it but can't bring myself to do it. So yeah. That's it. Still depressed, still struggling with things, still half-fighting. I suppose I'll get there eventually.

Love y'all.

An awesome song

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Help me please

Alright so I've been walking away from God recently. I've started to understand why. The closer we get to sin, to evil, the farther God seems. That's exactly what has been happening. Thank you Will and Paul for making me see that. Sorry I'm as thick-headed as I am that it took this long. And all of you who have been spending night with me when I'm depressed and angry, thank you. I owe my life to y'all. I've realized that the sin that's been leading me away from God is boys. Makes sense right? I need help guarding my heart. This isn't something I've done before so I'm learning. Please, if you all could help and hold me accountable, I'd really appreciate it.

Oh, and there is another piece of this that I need prayer about but I'm not going to put it on the internet. Please pray for me..

I love y'all.

Hey guys

I just wanted to thank you guys for how much you've been helping me... I've kinda relapsed in terms of my depression and it's really hard to climb out of it... Please be patient with me and give me your support. And if I text you at some terrible time in the middle of the night and you happen to actually be awake like I am(or worse, I wake you up) I'm sorry. Sometimes I need to remind myself there are other people the blades would directly impact...

Thanks guys...

I love y'all.